I feel so broken up ,

and I feel like giving up .
uhh ,

i will be working from 3pm-12am today .
im sooooooooo not ready for today mid-night sale .
lol .
and could any kind soul buy a breakfast for me ? [:
no one at home ,
everyone except for dad went to jb .
well , dad just left 10 and went for work .
hungrry ahh ,
kay bye .

work was rather tiring ,
luckily it was my first day yest [:
slacked and watch tv outside carrefour most of the time xD
haha , and i still confuse with credit card and nets-.-"
noob sia ako .
haha ,
kaaaaaaaay today second day .
not looking forward ahh , cause confirm must do the cashier-ing again .
i scared i lose money siaa , later must pay back .
cbb ~
kay ass uhh ,
bye [:

im vvvvvvv lazy to go to work ,
wthhhhhh-.-"
its only my first day .
haha .
next week schooling sia ,
ass~
uhh . bye .

join or not to join ?
ahh not ahh ,
i cannot play soccer .
i only make th team lose only .
hah ,
fairuz invite my friends and i to join th soccer team
but we not tht good what , unlike th sec3 kids ,
so talented .
hahah ,

maths was fucking hard .
cbbbbbbb~
i guess next yr i will re-take .
if i ever make it to sec5 [:

uhh , bye .

maths was rather easy ?
i guess .
and i know , today will be a much tougher paper thn yest .
just hope i can get A1 and will have 1 less sub down .
if i ever make it to sec5 .
lol .

waaaaaaaaaaah , tmr start working alrdy .
therefore , anything sms me before 5pm and after 11pm .
if you wanna make an appointment with me ahh [x
im such a busy man yknow-.-"
hah , fuck .

start afresh .

bye .

i am sorry .
i am sorry .
i am sorry .
go worry abt your results than this lil fight .
once again , im sorry .

i'm not ready .
i'm not prepared .
well , im just prepared to fail .
i hope the maths paper will be like my N level paperr ahh .
wahh , fat hope sia .
therefore , good luck to all my friends [:

and honestly , im not doing anything .
whatever it is , forget it .

will be busy from now on .
will update a lil every now and then .

and to whoever it may concern ;
being angry isnt the solution .
im rather dissapointed .

lets hope tmr i dont get th mood swing ,
or my maths paper will be a goner .
bye .

cherish every second .

made my mistakes , let you down .

so let me go and you find someone .

and i regret , did you ?

go to syaf blog and see my cute face .
haha!-.-"

gg out to study later ,
like finally im gg to study sia .
O level maths is like a few days away sia!
plus , im so going to win fik ,
so therefore , i need to start working on my sums .
kay bye .

today i was damn fucking hyper ahh .
so hyper till i get dizzy thanks to fir-.-"
hahah , cb sia .
then with my pale face, went to makcik air batu house for raya ,
i know dabes , but , shes angry tht we didnt came .
lol!
she cook damn alot for us ,
blablabla .
play soccer .
mann , i was own form [x
hahaha ,
thn got crampsss ,
wah cb , that part ahh i almost cry sia .
hahaha
wtf .
kay now im starting to get back my dizziness and my cramp is irritating me ,
whats next ?
i dont want to know ,
haha , ass .
bye .

the pic not that nice ahh ,
agreed ?

we wanna meet minahs , are you one ? HAHAHAH .
nahh , im just kidding .

idk who they are ,
suddenly , they call me to take pictures with them .
so with my model looks , i take ahh .
hahah-.-"
okay went to vivo and go read at qin post , i lazy ahh [:

and so today , nothing happen .
im just angry at Sendok ,
stupid team .
you wait till i master my ball control and perfect my shot .
thn i will slowly kill your fucking team ahh sia!
cb .

im such a good person , dont you think so ?
-.-"

bye all [:

and you see that cute small boy on the right ,
it his 16 birthday sia .
haha ,
Happy Birthday ahh Khai Kecik
may you grow tall and play soccer as good as me [x
joking .
haha [:

and so , today went to queensway ,
and guess what , there was a fire drill exercise-.-"
we were supposed to wait for atleast an hour-.-"
so went to eat at kfc and went back court and play soccer .

kay bye !

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

and why do i keep hoping so much ?

ahh , finally got a job .
but stupid , idiotic me , i told the person i can start work on next wed .
and next wed is my fucking O level maths exam ,
fucccccccck laa , i thought it was on mon and tues .
cbcbcb!
ahh , idk what to post about .
bye

wtf-.-"
stupid face sia , lol .

and as for today ,
mad>home>tuition>home>soccer>home .
boring life right ,
tmrrrrrrrrrr interview sia ~
haha .

and i saw improvement in myself ,
now my ball control good like messi sia-.-"
haha !
stupid iman took no 10 [x
nvm , 23 pon 23 ahh
haha [x

more than a week has passed ,
i think i can live it for another year or so ,
strong and daring [:

feeling high after sisha ! [:

well, I understand that Scissors can beat Paper,
and I get how Rock can beat Scissors,
but there's no fucking way Paper can beat Rock.
Paper is supposed to magically wrap around Rock leaving it immobile?
Why the hell cant paper do this to scissors?
Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people?
Why isn't notebook paper constantly suffocating students while they take notes in class?.

im bored .
nothing to do sia .
ahh damn it .

bye [:

candid , but nice [:
ehh , me mahh ! xD
haha .
will re-update later yo .

and how could i forget ,
Happy 16th Birthday Hajar !
May all your wish come true (:

playing soccer later ,
iman went for shopping spree just now .
lol!
kay bye .

heh heh ! handsome kan ? [x
hah!
gmbr tk cool sia ,
bleahs .

and as for today , went to sch for emaths exp .
studystudystudy , then went to syaf hse to slack .
around 2+ , went back to sch for so-called training-.-"
hahaha , then went to the multi-purpose hall near syaf hse there .
and something happen ,
find out yourself ahh .
haha .

as for yest , went for sisha-ing !
haha , its 100 times worst than smoking a ciggy [x
ohh fuck , it has been a year , and i didnt lose my stamina what xD
haha !
okay bye !

The boy who just get legalised today .
asshole ,
Happy 18th Birthday my bro .
have a good birthday later [:

haha , enjoy sia later ! [:
bye .

fartfart .
im bored ,
as for today ; gardening > nurul's house .
hahaha , watch movie at her house .
lol .
as for tmr ; going to find job ?
not sure yet ,
kay bye .

Happy 12th Birthday NurEksan [x
they boy who just turn 12 and just finish a very important exam in every person's life for primary school in Singapore ; PSLE ! [x
HAHA!
fuckingg noob sia .
okayy , and so he turn 12 today .
and so , may all your fat wishes come true .
and ohh , please lose down some weights ,
you're my key player for my fat team sia [x
haha .

and sooooooooo , to celebrate the end of N levels ,
played soccer today .
im still not satisfied ,
haha .
then yest , went for jalan raya .
tmr ; gardening once again in sch !
haha .
confirm lame , lol
padehal ako yg ajak orggg , lol
kay bye [!]

ahhhhhhhhhhhh !
fuck laaaaaaaaa .
i feel stupidd siaaaaaaaa ,
wah cb [!]
ahh nono , control .
grrr ~

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and so today spend 1 whole day with Syiqin and Amirah .
haha , firstly , got gardening with MrsFong .
akip cb , paitao me last min .
nabei siaaa!
hahaha ,
okayy ahh , basically you know what i did .
lazy to elaborate ahhh ,
bye ahh .

and how could i forget ,
Happy Birthday Oldesttt Friendd !
He is , jengjengjeng-.- , Abdullah Faqih [:
Almost 14-15 years with him ,
hahah .
All the best in everything yo .

Do you know what are you fighting for ,
when it's not worth dying for .

Finally , no more Amaths , no more sci , no more humans .
what more could i ask for ?
haha .

But im left with 1 thing , Stupid O level-.-"
asshole siaaaaaa ~!
nvm , enjoy like never enjoy like that ahh .
then study abit only , and enjoy once again .
wooohooooooo [!]

ahhh bye uh .

Trust . Faith . Hope .
what is faith w/o trust .
what is trust w/o hope .
what is hope w/o faith .

As for now , let's put soccer above everything else (:
lets gain back my fucking stamina and my fucking skill back .

ahhhhhh , i just can't wait for tmr !
fuck laaa ,
kay bye ahhhhhh .

amaths left ,
i hope i can do it ahh .
no , it should i know i can and i must do it .
after my paperr , waaaaaaaaaaaah ,
confirm you see me in the newspaper headline saying
"Naked Boy Running Around Due To the End of N level"
HAHHAHAHAHA ,
wtf , im so fucking lame .

and ohh , good luck to all those who are suffering right now [x
oops , i meant , taking their EOY .
HAHAHAHAH (:
bye yo .

amaths sucks ,
if i don't get to sec5 .
wah cb , blame it on my amaths ahh !
actually cannot ahh , im the one who's weak at amaths .
kay bye

funny sia firdaos ,
can't do simple maths ! [x
haha !
let's wait for the results ahh .
kay bye .

best thing abt N level ,
you still can communicate ! [:
thats what me , firdaos and razi did xD
hahah!
bye yo .

tmr ; combined sci
tues ; Emaths
wed ; Amaths
thurs ; Emaths2 & Geog
Fri ; Amaths2

aiyaaaaa , can't believe this is happening to me .
tmr's N level .
Stop Procrastinating .
and ohh ,
Good Luck to all N level students [:
Best wishes yo .

yes , this is me [:

so today , being a good boy , like i have always been [x
i didnt went out except for going to mendaki to study (:
then , went back home , sleep for about an hour , wake up
and studied .
wtf , i sound like a fucking nerd .
cannot believe right ? [x
haha , see . i change for this 1 week only .
then enjoy like there's no results day .
wohhhhhhhoooooooooo ,
kay bye [:

was currently invited to play soccer , 24 hours on November 7 .
with my current status , i don't think we can even make it for the first round-.-"
played like a fucking noob just now .
i should jump off the building sia .
grrrrrrr .

eeeeeee , tk handsome sia ako-.-"

ahhhhhhh, i miss ton-ing at nightt ):
haha , then we disturb pple and i find nocturnal pple like Atiqah to disturb .
hahahaha , no life girl , stay up late at night [x
okay , will be playing soccer later at tamp , even though its raining .
i don't see why i should not go ,
hahaha .
kay , bye .

zzzzz , penat sia .
today went out for the whole day .
played soccer for about a total of 2 hrs or so ?
and studied for only an hour ?
but the best part about today was firdaos disturbing akip .
funny sia(:
omgg , i just can't stop laughing .
haha .
wthh ,
kay uhh , bye .

my left foot sucks , my right foot , waah cb , worst-.-"