it seems fair when life is unfair to everyone .
anyway , my friend show me a quote . it says , "your intelligent is my common sense" :O this quote is definitely for nerds . ahahahah

let just say im going back to square one and planning to stay that way for now . life has so much to offer and i dont intend to waste it . ;D

i think still having my blog running is beneficial . its like an online diary where i could just vent my anger or pour my heart out or something . furthermore , people are using tumblrs , twitters , facebook . im still going old school with this shit . heh heh .
ok so , this week has been a busy week for me . i have to teach maths and try to squeeze my study time . i have to admit , i fail at squeezing time . but i really hope they understand what they are doing . i dont want to waste their time studying and ending up failing again :/
actually my purpose to blog tonight is actually to pour my heart out and just...idk , try to feel better ? sometimes , i wonder why do i feel this way and stuffs . i overthink things , well yes . i know that . but these type of questions makes who you are as individual as you are trying to figure out yourself .
ok , i sound so emo . hahaha , ok so nights ;D

i am trying my best to stop swearing and start praying . it's about time i do something about myself .
and i wanna be carefree . hais

i feel like blogging , but i just don't know what to blog about . see , even my life could be so mundane . damn it . ok lights out . nights ;D

i feel kinda disappointed that i took weed again . ok but it was fake weed , which was K2 . ok so , i just need to write/tell someone . so yeah , just gonna write it here and just think back what i did . it was wonderful , but stupid at the same time . haiyaaaaaaaa . ok so life's pretty what the same . so yeah . bai .

no , i shall just bottle up everything . i dont need a new strategy . at least i can vent it all out during soccer session . it actually does help even tho its not quite healthy . so yeah . bai

at least tell me you have to go before leaving .

ok so 2012 . so yeah . yay ! ok nothing to happy about really . im getting old , every one is getting old . and so , every year , every day , in fact we face new challenges and stuffs . so keep on doing what you have been doing and stay awesome .
awwwwwwww , its my first post for 2012 [x ok da tu jer . my life is pretty much mundane this few days . so yeah , bai ;D