Go to Hell - Go Radio

And I heard you noticed every day while I've been here beside myself

How your bedroom smells just like me and how you found somebody else

an awesome band, making awesome music. ahhhhhhhh. i hope you guys come to singapore to perform. would really come and watch you guys play. no doubt! hahaha. 

and it's raining quite heavily outside. 90's emo songs accompanying the cold night.......fuh, thats the shit! actually im blogging now to pass time. waiting for HIMYM season 8 to load. damn slow, i swear! 

okay la, babai.

Call me hopeless not romantic by Mayday Parade

Don't put your faith in this, when you won't believe it

why you no come back to singapore to perform! ):

anyway, it has been quite a while since i update right. yes, been busy with work and outings. tiring life indeed. i need to find my self-day. you know, just go out or stay at home alone, no one texting me to go out and hang out or no one to tell me what to do. can never happen in singapore la. no interesting place to go. most of the place i have already went. and most of it is basically, meh. 

actually i have nothing to blog about even tho there's like a plenty of ideas right now in my head. it's just that i can't write it down. keep bottling up things and it's not healthy. hais.....

and my friends should probably stop disturbing me, cause it's getting pretty old and somehow, it hurts a little every single time. :/

i just realised that 3 days straight it was all my closest friend's birthday. starting from nurul to aloy to asaf. woah, quite a lot of september babies! anyway, i would like to wish Happy Birthday to Aloysius! he's the first chinese bestfriend. annoying, but he's a good guy. 5 years together with him and shall not tell you the rest. hahaha

and so yesterday, celebrated asaf birthday! went to USS to break asaf's rollercoaster virginity and iman and kid's uss virginity. hahahhaa. damn fun but tiring. other than that.......Happy Birthday you small boy. ironically he's bigger than me for a 17 year old. hahahah. next year can shisha with us alr. weewit. but damn long la. cb, hais. and yes, Best wishes. lurp chu. and the rest too. hehehe.

been quite busy lately. work is okay, just some of the customers. urgh, their attitudes. but its okay, just greet them with a smile. heh. okay la nights ;)

i would like to wish Happy Birthday to a friend of mine who's pretty much annoying like me. Happy Birthday Nurul. i hope youre reading this. thanks for everything and acting like a mom for me and the rest. well we all needed it. what's a group without a mom right? hahahahahaha. but still. dont be so over dramatic when i smoke, i know its bad for health and what not........but still, i know its a bad habit, and im really trying to stop. i swear to god. HAHAHA. so i hope you have and will have an enjoyable birthday. may god bless you always! hiakhiak.

you know what they say about the grass looks greener on the other side? well that's shit is lame. having financial crisis actually. brother borrowing money from me, and its quite alot. like omg. and yes, i do have money and luckily im working. maybe its time to save money. haisssssssss. other than that, this below.

so me right now. ):

David Archuleta-A little too not over you.

hahahaha, i know its kinda gay. but well, you know this is basically all the things left unsaid.

and i didn't know he was left-handed. 

ANYWAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURUL. WILL UPDATE LATER...............OR TOMORROW. NEED TO SLEEP NOW!! NIGHTS!

last night i've made a promise to myself to stay away, so i will. no turning back haziq, no turning back.

i feel so numb. actually, im feeling so numb that i think im already dead inside.

idk is it just me or does everyone comes to me to tell their problems/secrets and stuffs. i know its good they're sharing and stuff but recently, im getting too much information in my head and its actually killing me yaknow. its not that i dont want them to share or what, it's just. urgh......i need to clear my head man. its killing me.

"well you know that I wished that I could be the one to pick you up when you fall but I can't do it. Don't know if anybody can but I wished that I could be the one to be there when you need someone around." - Plainsunset.

working at cathay e!hub tomorrow. HAHA. finally working again after so long. hope i wont get to see familiar faces. confirm cheap people like me, will ask for free popcorn. hahahahah. working at 12-8 and off to chalet. so will be extra busy tomorrow till the next day. have a good week everyone! goodnight!

"fold my thoughts into paper plane and throw it at you." 

celebrated syaf and my birthday yesterday....well, lazy to update actually. dk why i dont have the mood and all. not being myself lately. i need to clear my head, 

anyway, i would like to thank them again for the presents again. i really hope i dont spoil it again. hahhahaha. okay watching sky high now. the girl quite pretty la..so yah. heh, bai!

i would like to thank everyone who wished me. love you all. and yes, to the guys.....love you guys. fik couldnt be with us but ridz were. heh. and i got a clubber shirt from them (x hahahhaha.

and i would like to wish a Happy Birthday to a friend of mine. she's a bimbo. tell her anything and she would believe anything you say. hahahah. anyway, all the best for A's and yes, you will go to uni. trust me ;) Happy Birthday Syafiqah. Best wishes ;D

Happy Birthday Mak long. last week i kept dreaming of her for 2-3 days in a row. i wanted to tell mom, but i know it will just made her feel sad and i dont want mom to feel sad about it. she already lost 2 of her siblings and reminding her wouldn't help. anyway, arwah mak long will always be my favourite aunt. she manja me like im her son and all. okay fake ah, for my mother's side, everyone manja me, up until now. so yeah. hehehehe. actually, i really dk how to pour out this sad/missing (idk the actual word for this feeling) feelings man. i think i just miss her and knowing that she have the same birthday as me. its just, urgh. you know, if she lived at singapore, i would have visited her kubur, everytime its our birthday. So yeah, Happy Birthday Mak Long, i will always love you. Al-Fateha.

i miss this small kiddo, damn chubby damn cute!

finally get to see you again! ;)

"if we got nothing, we got nothing to lose." - i believe this is from the movie Into the wild. a good movie.

im at a point where i just want to give up, i dont see any point of trying. we need both hands to clap.

A lonely September - Plain white t's

"well i didn't mean for this to go as far as it did and i didn't mean to get so close and share what we did. and i didn't mean to fall in love, but i did..."

it's an old song of theirs, but its much more awesome than any of the one d shit. no offence tho.

and finally went out of singapore last night, but im already back here! heheheeh

and i really cant believe im turning 19 in few days time.......omg, so old!

ok lah, shall sleep now! Goodnight everybody!