sucks to be me. anyway, received my first pay. it's not that much,  but still. Alhamdulillah. always be happy with what i have, except right now my phone is giving me problems and i need to change it, like real soon. heh.

i never be what you want.

i wouldn't change any part of me,

just to make you stay.

finally saw pak haji. he used to teach me ngaji and all. and i can safely say he is like my god-grandfather also la. heh. anyway, a month ago he was diagnosed with.......idk what la. and it has really been quite awhile since i saw him till today. and when i saw him, i actually teared a little. cause deep down, i know this man, this good man is going away real soon. you can see through his eyes, and it actually hurts. i pray that the pain will be removed from him. InsyaAllah. shall not elaborate. it actually hurts thinking about it. anyway, Selamat Hari Raya Haji everyone. Praise Allah S.W.T.

you're the right wrong person. i miss you.

have been really really busy with school and work. so will update only when i have the time.

life of a Singaporean. the Singaporean dream la. hahahaha. ok bai

things arent so great nowadays. why did we stop talking? why?

skipping school tomorrow because im lazy. and i really want to sleep early tonight. but, but. was watching soccer and oh look at the time now. tsk. how did i let my guard down! okay over ah actually. hahaha. okay la nights.

idk why, when i listen to this band. it keeps reminding me of you. meh.

tell me which school reopens on a friday? oh yes, its RP! starting school this friday and hate the fact my classmates sucks. i feel like a toy being thrown away to another room. fuck this shit. on a brighter note, i think its good. my gpa drop by 0.2 already. most probably this is a sign for me to buck up. HAHA. keep saying this but i know for sure i wont. hais. why cant i be like other people. so hardworking and clever. meh. and i think this is gonna be a tough semester. gonna work and study at the same time. fuuuuuuuuh. hope i can manage! okay nights!

there's always ups and downs in life. vaguely, i pretty know what's mine ups and downs. and honestly, i feel kinda blessed to have both the ups and downs. okay, i know its kinda random. but it has been a while since i got my own me time at night. been busy working okay.

so talking about work, work was okay. except the fact that i hate it when low in coins and cash. i mean i have but.....people usually give me 50 bucks and my 10 bucks isnt that much okay. tsktsk. other than that...stop watching movie at dte unless you stay at pr k. fucking alot of people for taken 2. didnt have time to even rest the other day. hais. 

so yeah.......nothing much really. and ohhhhhh, thinking of paying my own bills from now on. i know i know. dont need to congratulate me just yet. need an approval from my parents. i scared they disallow my idea. my parents keep saying if you want to work, work. if you want to study, study, dont work. and im like meh. and really can't wait for this upcoming pay. thinking of changing my phone to iphone5. yes yes. i know. hahahahah. should stop right now. have a good week ahead. and school starts this friday. yipee! sarcastically of course. heh. nights!

Singapore rap battle.

you guys should watch this. one of the best battle. i know i damn kental but wtheck ah.

the filipino guy on the right damn good. go listen! but just so you know, its a 20+ min vid. heh.

 “I’m so sorry that I wasted your time because you really do mean a lot to me and I hope you have a very nice life because I really think you deserve it. I really do. I hope you do, too. Okay, then. Goodbye.” 

this is so powerful.

hie! gonna post some quotes for fun!

-If it meant that I would never get to think of you that way, as long as you were happy, it was okay.
-And things were back to normal except we were just friends.

actually got plenty more of them. but im quite lazy la. so yah. this are like the more powerful ones? heheh. okay nights!

this thoughts are bothering me. i need to know. i need an answer.