Dont take my kindness and patience for granted.

I know things happen for a reason. But why do i feel that its unfair. They always never come my way. Honestly im tired. People look at me as a very laid back type of guy but theres so many things in my head that its tiring me. I wish i could just restart my life all over again or go back to the past to amend my mistakes. Fts, i need someone to talk to.