aren't you people getting scared that's the world gonna end ? im getting freak out by every moment . but the worst part is , its hard for me to taubat . i keep on doing sins , small or big sing , it is still a sin . hais , sometimes i wish i was one of the holy people . ikr . idk why , these are the days that i just don't feel right and i just want to make everything right . ok , bai

so i have got some little questions on my mind like "is it true?" or "what the fuck am i doing?" you know , questions like that . ohhh and did i mention that i want to start reading books ? no ? so yeah , i dont know why but i want to start reading books . however , i cant seem to find any time to find books and i dont know any good writers or any good books . haaaaaaah , so , maybe i need to find some help . hmmmmmmm . ok bai ;D

so did anyone saw the sky yesterday evening ? someone painted the sky . it was so beautiful lah .

currently hating my life . so gonna listen to screamo songs now . sigh .

k so fought with my mom again , urgh . ok actually i want to like talk about everything here but i love bottling up my emotions and just let it out while playing soccer . zzzz . k nvm . bai .