Monday, August 12, 2013

No one ever stays with us forever. People tend to leave and that sucks. Worst thing when people change...for the worst. Come back. Lol.

Thursday, August 8, 2013

i hate the new you. the new you sucks.

Sunday, August 4, 2013

I feel neglected. Cant believe things changing fast for you. Hais.

Friday, August 2, 2013

Long post

I have been wanting to rant about kids nowadays. Kids noawadays thinks that growing up is cool and being a teenager sucks. Tbh, im turning 20 this year and im pretty much not happy about it. I actually hoping that time would really slow down, but what can i do, time waits for no one. Being a teenager is fun and awesome, i had so much fun when i was in secondary school doing stupid stuffs and all. But kids now, all dressing up to town for underage party, smoking, act all big with their swag outfit. Fuck that. You guys gotta learn to tone it down. Cherish these underage moments cause the govt cant do much shit to you. I really hope that the future gen kids wont be as terrible as now, but i highly doubt so. I pray for humanity.

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In other news, i cant wait for school to end. Kinda excited for intership tho, neeting new people and learning new stuffs is always fun but after some time, it tends to get boring. Heh. Plus, aft grad, NS and i have been thinking what am i supposed to do aft NS. I wanna become a maths teacher teaching in sec sch but i heard i need at least a degree and the fact that i might considering to continue uni is a another option. The only problem is money i guess, sg education is too expensive and its rather selfish of them to make us pay so much to study. Shall not elaborate on that. Waaaah, so much things to think about eh.  Hais hais hais.

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And recently dad hasnt been quite strong for fasting. He is quite old now and i think his sugar level is too low. Everytime when we are about to break fast, he will hallucinate and that what scares me the most. My dad quite stubborn also, told him not to fast but still do. Maybe my mom was right, she says that "orang yang sakit nak puasa tapi yang sihat tknk puasa" this is so relatable but i shall not say name. That is between them and Allah SWT. Hope my father can hold on a bit more.