see , once i get my hopes high , it will just betray me . every time , every single fcuking time . am i missing a point here , or is it just parcel of life . so far , nothing's new . it's all the same shit . maybe i should leave it this way .
on a brightside , next week's my Birthday . hell yeah im excited but why ... ok nevermind . and today's the last day of puasa ): honestly , this is one of the month that i feel reallyreally pure . please dont go ): okay , bye [:

im back to square one , where all that matters right now is nothing and nothing at all . and yaknow everytime i listen to Sunday Drive by The Early November , the feeling sucks . not just this song , songs by Mayday parade and much much more . their songs are able to express the words that can't be uttered by the mouth . and the worst part of all , idk why i feel so emo nowadays . these are some of the days i feel like laying back stargazing and forget the world . maybe then , maybe , i could find my answers . but i always believe that time will tell . Thus , time will tell .

Happiness is only real when shared - Into the wild . This is a great movie , it teaches us about life . We all don't need money . Money and wealth are just illusions . But however ... okay people who are still reading my blog . Go watchhhhhhh ! okay nights 8D

somehow , i think . okay maybe not . you know what sucks , whenever i get too happy , bad things will happen . i know its life , but i think that everyone should deserve to be happy , vvv happy for a day once w/o any bad things happening to them . maybe im asking too much . and i have exams tmr , omg . so unprepared even tho its open book . lalala ~