sucks to be me. anyway, received my first pay. it's not that much,  but still. Alhamdulillah. always be happy with what i have, except right now my phone is giving me problems and i need to change it, like real soon. heh.

i never be what you want.

i wouldn't change any part of me,

just to make you stay.

finally saw pak haji. he used to teach me ngaji and all. and i can safely say he is like my god-grandfather also la. heh. anyway, a month ago he was diagnosed with.......idk what la. and it has really been quite awhile since i saw him till today. and when i saw him, i actually teared a little. cause deep down, i know this man, this good man is going away real soon. you can see through his eyes, and it actually hurts. i pray that the pain will be removed from him. InsyaAllah. shall not elaborate. it actually hurts thinking about it. anyway, Selamat Hari Raya Haji everyone. Praise Allah S.W.T.

you're the right wrong person. i miss you.