serious la, abang just did one stupid thing. the fact that i hate to see my mother cry in front of me. hais, i feel like shit now...

I am really happy for you. And i know you are. But i wish i was a part of it. Sucks to be me.

I miss you. I miss the way you smile. I miss the way you blush when i disturbed you. I miss the empty talks we had.  I miss giving sarcastic comment and you will give me the 'i am annoyed' face at me. I miss sharing stuffs with you. I miss our gossip talk. I miss the way you give the nerdy talks that i hate so much. I miss the time that we had together. I miss you.

Typical of me saying this but i really miss you. Come back, i need you.
(Things i dont dare to say or confess)
(Really hope that somehow you will found my blog and read this and knows how much i miss you)

Keep having doubts. Really need to clear my head. Clear before school reopen. I forsee my results for this current sem would be terrible so i really need to do harder for the next, hopefully final sem. Anyway, as you all know i went to taiwan last week and already am missing the weather there. Singapore or as the locals there called it chingchapore is very warm and sunny. Ugh, why cant we have all 4 seasons! This is so unfair! Time to sleep! Nights!