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Recently i have been generous with my feelings. Tbh i never did open up to anyone before and most of the time, my friends are usually the one who will express their feelings. Ok maybe sonetimes i do but not entirely. And well it felt good actually but vulnerable and i hate that. And yes thats when i realised that i should have done something a year ago and now its gone/too late. Prolly shes off with some charming arrogant guy which prolly im gonna hate(but just gonna pretend happy for her). Hais, just hope for the best. No point regretting. Nasi sudah menjadi bubur.

When you have all this anger but you dont know how to vent it. Ugh its just so damn frustrating.
I wish i could migrate somewhere and leave everything behind. Start fresh. Where certs, papers basically,  doesnt mean shit to anyone. All i have to do is work hard and be efficient. Why cant life be much simpler like this. Why why why why why. Why am i suddenly talking about this. Asdfghjkl

To anyone whom it may concern, always remember im always free and available to help. I know im not one of the best advisors in the world but i know i can always give a listening ear and at time to time, interest you with a sarcastic comment.

To those who know me knows that i keep bottling up my feelings. I got a confession to make. Sooner or later i might just lose it. This is killing me bad. Assfghjkl