Dont take my kindness and patience for granted.

I know things happen for a reason. But why do i feel that its unfair. They always never come my way. Honestly im tired. People look at me as a very laid back type of guy but theres so many things in my head that its tiring me. I wish i could just restart my life all over again or go back to the past to amend my mistakes. Fts, i need someone to talk to.

It was nice seeing you after what it seems like forever. Why cant we stay like this. Even though not the way that i wanted it to be, but at least meet up once every few weeks or so. Ugh im so jealous at the people who can meet you everyday. Sigh sigh sigh!!!

I need a distraction. A big distraction.